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Hold fast: Olympia firefighter battles cancer with dad’s words
Feb 28, 2017, 5:43 AM

Jim Brown's knuckle tattoos spell "Hold Fast" in honor of his father. (Lauren Padgett, 成人X站 Radio)
(Lauren Padgett, 成人X站 Radio)
Jim Brown has the words “Hold Fast” tattooed across his knuckles. He got them in honor of his father, after his passing in 2011. But the words inspired by his father would soon serve him in greater ways than he initially realized.
“He was a career Coast Guard, Navy guy,” Brown told 成人X站 Radio’s Ron and Don Show. “It鈥檚 an old nautical term 鈥 鈥楬old fast the line.鈥 For me, it means to persevere and to grit it out. When I got it, after my dad passed away, it was my daily reminder to persevere and keep my chin up and keep fighting.鈥
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Fast forward to May 2015 when Brown, a captain with the Olympia Fire Department, was diagnosed with stage-four lung cancer. He blogged about his experience, and a photo of his “Hold Fast” tattoos made its way through the internet. People were inspired by the words. They became his battle cry. And he needed it.
鈥淵ou go from your biggest concern being if you are going to get your workout in today, or getting your kids to their soccer practice, to somebody telling you if you don鈥檛 get into treatment right away you might have 3-6 months to live,” Brown said. “It鈥檚 a pretty big punch in the face.”
鈥淭he world doesn鈥檛 stop because you get cancer,” he said. “I have three daughters, a wife, and a career. You throw this on top of it.”
Hold fast: Fighting lung cancer stigma
Brown received treatment through the Cancer Care Alliance in Seattle. He now works with the
鈥淥ne of the things lung cancer really suffers from is a stigma,” Brown said. “I never smoked. A lot of people diagnosed with lung cancer never smoked. One of the goals of the Addario Lung Cancer Foundation is changing the face of lung cancer and helping remove that stigma. Research and funding takes a hit because of that stigma. People hear you have lung cancer, they think you smoked and you deserve that.”
Instead, Brown suspects that his cancer came from his career fighting fires.
鈥淭here鈥檚 so many carcinogens in construction materials these days,” he said, noting that firefighters wear a lot of gear when battling a blaze.
That gear includes masks, gloves and heavy clothing.
“Carcinogens can still get through dermally,” Brown said. “One thing is when you are fighting a fire, your body temperature goes up and the absorption rate for dermal carcinogens is exponentially increased. No matter how we try to protect ourselves there鈥檚 always an opportunity to be exposed to those hazardous materials.”
鈥淵ou just don鈥檛 know what fire, or what carcinogen it was you were exposed to,” he said. “I don鈥檛 think I made mistakes. It鈥檚 just part of the job that I didn鈥檛 realize was part of the job in the early days. You don’t factor cancer into the risks of the job.”
But he still works as an Olympia firefighter. And he is still a father. And that’s because of his motto: hold fast.
鈥淗opefully, for a long time,” he said. “I have three daughters. I plan on seeing some graduations, some weddings, and some grand-babies.”